No more.

I'm letting it burn.

The bridge that we built.

All because I was once in your place.

All because I was once in that position.

So, I know.

The unworthy feelings, the hatred, the disappointment, and the sadness.

Because, I'm never crossing that bridge again.

I'm letting it burn to the ground this time.

If you ask why?

Because, I was once in your place,

I was once in that position. 

So, I know.

Exactly how it feels.

.

.

.

Cuma, tiada penyesalan dalam hati,

Masih menyimpan rasa cinta,

Yang mungkin akan hilang.

Jangan datang lagi,

Cuma satu aku minta,

Kau berpegang pada janji.

.

.

.

I don't want to rebuild any bonds that I didn't break. 

Kawan mahupun teman hidup.

You decided to leave so stay as you are.

Entri yang terakhir buat kau, yang tersakiti.


Yours, in fragments,

D.

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